*sigh* Last night was so bloody sad, I swear I cried a freaking river. I went to a friends birthday party but at the same time I realized that, that was one of the last times that I will be seeing all of my friends together because some of them are going away for College and University ... I'm going to miss them so much. L leaves on Wednesday and E leaves in like a week, which totally sucks. E and I have hung around eachother non stop for the past 2 years or so ... I know I will still have email, msn and the phone but it just isn't the same. Who am I going to go out with on weekends or whenever I'm bored (goodness knows how often that is lmao). She's been there for me during everything and knows me extremely well ... like I'm serious ... she knows me too well. Not many people know me ... but she does (somewhat) ... I mena of course there are a shit load of things that I don't tell her (or anyone else for that matter) ... BLAH ... you get what I mean. I'm just mumbling/rambling bc I have nothing else to do ...