Lately things haven't been making much sense, I find myself questioning every aspect of life and then getting lost in it all. I sit and write for hours on end about everything but never really accomplishing anything .... see ... I'm so confusing.
The other day I was wondering what the world would be like if I wasn't here, or what would happen if I passed away. For some odd reason I tend to wonder about the impact of my death, I don't know if many other ppl do that ... but it scares me sometimes that my mind wanders into such murky waters *shrugs* I've also been debating with myself about where I stand with politics .... I used to never be interested in politics but slowly it's been getting more and more intruiging ... which is kinda scary bc I dont need to start dwelling on anything else (lmao) I think one of the main reasons I'm getting so into this is that I like my current events teacher. She is totally awesome and I can't help but want to engage in conversation more ... but I don't want to look stupid ... I need to know the facts and goodness knows I dont at this point ... even with the big election coming up
You know I could seriously write on here for hours on end about all of the little things that pop up into my mind. The thing that I dont get is Im not really directing this to anyone. It feels asthough I am just kinda talking to myself ... Is anyone out there? Does anyone find anything interesting or entertaining out of what I am saying? Probably not ... this is kind of a form of reality tv ... but reality typing ... yea I totally just lost myself on that one ... anyways I'm gonna check my mail and then I'll be back ... and no that isn't a threat .... unless you find this really boring and pointless