Seriously I'm in a big jumble right now!!! At this moment I have so much stuff running through my head that I can't find a way to straighten it out and make any sense of it all. The world seems so different and I feel lost within. College is amazing, my classes really haven't picked up the pace, but all the same they are still pretty good .... I also have a buddy that I have been hanging around with a lot. She is totally awesome!!! We have our similarities and our differences, which is a good balance. But I must say I really admire her for what she has accomplished ... I mean ... I could never be independent and move away on my own, at this stage in my life ... I'd be a wreck!!! Just listening to her and everything ... makes me see things in another light ... She's really been helping me out though, on my personal outlook of myself and things around me ... even though she probably doesn't know it, she has helped me in a big way.... I'd say thank you ... but she'd probably think I was insane or something (mind you she probably thinks that already)

WOW it feels good to be typing again ... just pouring out my thoughts .... sorry if anyone finds this boring or whatever ... but yea ... *shrugs* .... this is how I am