So yea, I was going to post on here about my sunday but I never did. Well Sunday mornign was really hectic and my family was driving me nuts, it got to the point that I went and sat on the balcony reading one of my books (I love reading outside but it was cold). While outside I realized there was this rather large beetleish looking bug, after awhile it didn't move and I was wondering if it was dead. So I decided to move it with a leaf, only because I didn't want to squash it or anything. So when I went to move it I realized that the bug was alive, but dying. One of its legs were miss and the another was all bent back. I sat there trying to read, but my eyes would always come back to this bug. It couldn't move itself, it was just dying, slowly and probably painfully. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to end its misery and kill it, but I knew I couldn't bc I have trouble killing things, even bugs. I just move them to another area and let nature take its course .... so in the end I ended up leaving it there ... and I kinda feel bad
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
About Me
- Name: Tall Girl
- Location: Ontario, Canada
I'm a crazy individual with a hint of optimism and curiosity. I wish that I was an intellect, but my heart likes to hold me back. I like living in dream worlds and waking up to the occasional harshness of reality. I like watching people and analyzing them to death. I love talking to children and losing myself in their world of imagination. My sister is my world and has given me an understanding of life that not many people get to experience. I have an anxiety/pannic disorder that I am slowly learning to keep in line. I like depression because of the distortions it gives my view of the world because you need to see both sides to ... well ... live and experience life. Finally, I despise tomatoes!
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