Why is it so hard to turn away family or tell them no ... even if it will help them in the end .... I don't know how much more I can stand ... it has been months now ... and I'm only human .... I can't be bashed day in and day out ... I can't stand having the little bit of privacy I have stepped on .... my low self esteem can't be constantly criticized ... yes I know I am depressed at times and pointing it out won't help anything ... having hissy fits and ruining my clothes won't accomplish anything ... nor will organizing my things help organize your life in any way ... JUST LEAVE ME ALONE