After my little spaz fest I am feeling a lot better ... ah ... the joys of depression and such

Anyways ... I've realized that lately I have been craving a relationship more than anything. Something that I can pour all of my energies into .... so I don't have time to sit and sulk .... so I can be happy .... I am happy .... but I mean it would make me unbelievably happy ...
My friend told me that I use a lot of dots when I write ... I must apologize for this ... I write how I'm thinking or how some people would talk .... yea ... point proven
I hope that the people reading this don't think I am constantly depressed bc I am not ... I'm usually a very happy person .... just the past few months haven't been the greatest .... I'm going through my "quarter life crisis"