The constant battle within,
is one I cannot stand,
the questions without answers,
all swirling in my head,
as i sit here every day,
I'm thankful I'm alive,
but sometimes I can't help but wonder,
why I have not died,
who controls who stays or goes,
and watches over us,
why do we all live to love,
when loving just aint enough,
the times are changing greatly now,
not for the best or worse,
and it seems like I am trapped here,
and cannot escape this curse,
not everything on earth is bad,
there is a lot of good,
love is something that we all share,
even though some say that’s not true,
there are all these contradicting things,
that I cant comprehend,
yet at the same time I find myself,
not minding what’ll happen in the end