Christmas is seriously one of my favorite times of year ... I wish all of you could see my room ... I swear if you just spend 5 minutes in there drinking hot chocolate and eating cookies ... you would feel so happy .... taken back to those fond childhood memories ... well ... atleast that is the case for me .... sometimes I feel sad though .... I mean ... every year my family used to get togther to celebrate ... but nowadays we don't .... AT ALL .... there are so many complications ... it's sad really ... bc all my grams wants is for us all to sit around a table like the good ol days .... I've tried to convince everyone .... but it just doesn't seem to work .... If anyone has any ideas on bringing my family together ... PLEASE tell me ....
The other thing is that I never see my dads side of the family ... and I used to love going to see them on Christmas ... I mean .... it was really awesome ... bc I felt I was in a movie about christmas in the 1960's .... the smells and sounds .... *sigh* ... if only we could do it again ... just one more time so I could tak eit all in as much as I could before I have to say goodbye .....
I also wonder how my dad is sometimes ... I mean ... he wasnt a totally bad guy ... and I guess I do miss him every so often ... it sounds like my mom does to ... just because of the way she was talking the other day ....
My wrists are beginnning to ache from typing so much .... but I have nothing else to do at the moment ... so screw it .... I'm trying to think of what else i can bore everyone with ... I mean ... I seriously wonder how anyone can read through this ... lol