I am in such a great mood today!!! I went to NOTL last night on the candle-light stroll (caroling) ... I had so much fun ... I can't describe the feeling I had .... I mean we were in the historic downtown .... everyone all bundled up .... singing and walking ..... the smell of chestnuts roasting, hot chocolate being made and fires burning .... AND everyone was happy and cheerful ... there is no real way for me to describe it I guess ... you just had to be there

I also had a pretty good day at school. Sure there was that underlying current of not knowing where I stand or uncomfortability (did I make up a word)
if you will ... but I'm dealing with it ... I mean ... I dont know what it is ... I said before they aren't like my high school friends ... but I don't mean now .... I mean ... when I met them ... we clicked right away ... and I admit that when I met these guys ... I felt a click ... but since then something has happened ...
for one I've noticed we have been clumping together ... Diana and Emme .... then Theresa and ... *shrugs* .... Theresa kinda floats around .... nobody really knows her ... hmmm ... I guess you could say the both of us bc I talk to her in the morning usually .... Diana and Emme used to pair up with me ... but since the entire mess with Kev they seem to have been brought together ... which I think is strange ... forget about the one that was freaking out about making everyone happy ... lmao ... I give up on understanding people ... Anyways ... yea ... there just isn't that click ... like I usually get ... but they are still my friends ... and I cherish all of my friendships ... lmao ... I've also gotten over the entire breaking things ... *shakes head* I'm such a loser