I've been watching too many lovey dovey movies ... I feel so alone ... un experienced ... I need to grow .... I want to experience life .... and love .... Wow, I also wish that I could type in complete sentences ...... but that's what is going on inside of me .... I think it's because I've been talking to and about Joanne so much ... She's been through so much .. I look up to the way she is .... She has lot of heart ... and is a brave person .... A lot of people are ....
I think I see something in everyone ... bravery, heart, strength, hope, life .... Every person I look at I envy .... What do I hold inside? ... Do they see that in me? ...