Oh dear ... I watched Haunted ... or whatever the hell thazt show is and it made me upset again ... I was thinking that maybe I should try to learn how to control my abilities .... I don't deny that there is something inside of me that allows me to see/hear spirits and the future .... friends laugh at me sometimes and it makes me angry .... I can't help how I am .... I didn't choose it .... *pause* .... Bc I was watching that show my senses have been heightened and even now I feel something .... I'm too nervous to go further though .... and mom says that I shouldn't unless I get professional training .... BLAH ... I dont know what I think .... maybe I shouldn't pay attention .... but there must be a reason I have these abilities
Oh ... about that show ... it makes me mad bc the people sign on to do it and yet they freak out if anything happens .... if you are going to do that show .... atleast stay and listen .... they use so much energy to try to contact them .... and al they do is run away .... *shakes fist* .... I'll type more later cause I'm really shakey ....