Sheila, my sisters nurse, just came for her shift today and brought us gifts. She's worked here for about four years or so and only works like once a month now. Her and I used to always argue but now ... she's like family. We all opened our gifts right away, I think mom is sad that Sheila spent so much and we can't really get her anything close to what she got us. We've hit a bump in the road .... our family has hardly any money ... you may ask why don't I get a job ... well between school and my nerves I wouldn't be able to do it ... I'm waiting until spring break .... and my mom understands and agrees ... anyways ... I've been warned that this year things will be tight ... and I can't do what I usually do .... but that's ok ... I'll find other ways to spread cheer (usually I buy TONS of Christmas crackers and give them out) ... anyways ... I have to go have a shower and get ready to face the day