Well .... I managed to get ahold of Rachel's really good friend Naomi, I remember hearing a bit about her but it doesn't sound like she really knows who I am. That kind of scares me .... now I have myself paranoid that I am working myself up for no reason .... that maybe I'm thinking of her and she's thinking of somebody else .... I mean ... I haven't heard from her in how long .... I know she is getting settled in ... but she knows I worry ....
Anyways .... I wish Naomi would have just given me Rachel's contact number .... I would have liked to have surprised her when I call .... *shrugs* ... oh well ... I'm a loser *sigh*