I had such a strange dream last night .... this is after seeing Mona Lisa Smiles for the second time.

I was at my grandma B's old house playing cards with a bunch of my friends.we were sitting beside the stove in a little area infront of a door to a washing room and another to the basements. Anyways grams had to go and get something for dinner and grandpa and a few other people were in the room with the tv ... first I was kind of hungry and searched through the cupboards for something to eat ... all I saw were these poptarts that looked like they were rotting or something and after a while a decided, what the hell, and ate one.... they tasted really good. Then sat back down, gramps soon came out and asked what was on the stove and I said I didn't know. Then he was talking about me cleaning at home and I said I do some things but I hate dishes and laundry. He just laughed and said that I should do it even though I hate it. Then I was in the tv room with him and other family members. Joey and Diana were there and suddenly they seemed to disappear *shrugs* ... then I left the room bc I had to go ... and gramps smiled and waved
My grandfather passed away when I was in grade 8 ... 5 years ago ...

I had another dream ... actually I think it was attatched. Joey and I were going somewhere and decided we should get Nimisha, who lived 1/2hr away ... so we got her and went where ever we had to go .... and then went to this town looking for a place to amil a package. Nimisha and I ran off bc we were fed up with Joey ... and then we ended up back with him in the car. Then we started driving and stopped at this old country house bc it was getting late and joey didnt want to drive Nimisha home and said she should just stay over night ... we started driving and picked up my friend Sandy ... then we had to stop for a drink and look for another place to drop off the package ... so we all got out and looked around ... Sandy decided to jog up further ... then Joey Nimisha and I climbed in the car and drove up further to look .... and we found a flea market!!!!!!!! but they turned around to pick up sandy and wouldnt let me go .... anyways we were driving back and passed Sandy ... and for some reason we couldnt turn around and get him bc the roads were stupid and joey was being an ass ... so yea ... Nimi and I started talking and thats all I remember


Anyways ... Im sure you didnt find that interesting but I did ...
I've been pretty pissed off for the past 21hrs bc a friend of mine let me in on a bit of ... information that I find ... I cant even describe ... but I am seriously pissed off ... I feel used ... idiotic ... like garbage .... and you know what ... I guess I should have seen it coming ... this is what I get for trusting ppl ... I give them the benefit of the doubt ... which screws me over in the end ... Im going though bc Im ready to cry again ... this person has really made me feel like shit ....