Ok ... so I've done a lot of thinking and read over a few of my more recent posts ... I've begun to think that maybe Rach is right, maybe I am in love with being in love and I want it too badly ... that i would settle for the wrong reasons .... Anyways ... I'm a little freaked out now .... and I don't know what to do ... maybe I shouldn't be looking for love ... maybe friendship with somebody that could develop into a relationship is all I need ... Oh bloody hell ... I dont know anymore ... the only thing I know is I want another cookie