The good feelings keep continuing and I can't help but question why. I know I should just accept the fact that I am happy .... but I can't help but be skeptical.

Anyways, I had a really good day today. I decided that I would do things that I like to do ... not try to impress anyone, make anyone happy or anything like that ... I just concentrated on myself.
I went to the greenhouse in Niagara Falls and took a few amazing shots of the plants and birds, then drove through some really nice natural areas and finished the trip off with a trip to an English bakery and a quick stop at blockbuster.
I felt so good today. I realized that lately I've lost track of the world around me, I haven't taken time to look at everything. I think Caitlin helped me realize that I needed to take a moment to myself ... I forget what exactly it was that she said ... but it sparked something inside of me.
I think the only down part about today is the stiffness I am feeling bc I've been sleeping awkward .... and my ear is beginning to really hurt. Other than that I am still in a great mood ... and I'm loving it. I think what scares me is that I could wake up in the morning and these feelings wont be as strong ...
I have a few other things I want to post about bc I am in a deep posting mood ... but my ear is hurting so Im going to lay down b4 i have a dizzy spell.