I'm in a strange mood ... total jekyl and hyde day ... 1 min I'm happy and then next I'm ready to tear something apart ... I think the fact I have nothing to do, except school work, is to blame. Usually I'm busy going out with friends, doing projects, going out with mom and ... I dunno ... just doing stuff ..... but everyone seems busy or unable to do anything ... *shrugs* ... Oh well ... what can you do ... I think I may walk up to the mall later on and wander around ... mind you it isn't as fun on your own ... actually it makes me feel worse bc now is when it is all elderly people, so I look like a dufus walking around .... BLAH ... I was just talking to Joey, finally, and he left ... and so help me ... if he just ditched me for Diana I will blow up ... bc I am not going to try to mend something that is just going to get torn apart again ...
ANYWAYS
Oh .. I put together some photo albums through yahoo. The first one is full of pictures I took when I went to the Niagara Falls greenhouse and the second one is full of pictures of my friends ... I'm I figure out the link and whatever ... I'll link it to here
Hmmm ... that's a good idea ... I could go out and shoot photos around the area ... despite what some people may think ... there is a lot to shoot
I don't understand how people can look and not see anything ... they can't see the beauty of a city street ... when I marvel over such simple things like grass and puddles ... lol ... I must sound like a loser ... better yet ... a corndog ... but really ... I love just sitting and watching the things around me ... realizing that nothing is truly simple .... but people label them the simple wonders of the world ... *shrugs* ...
SEE HOW MY MOOD CHANGES!
Now I'm pissed cause Joey isnt back and Diana isnt online ... so I'm guessing he left to go talk to her .... OH the profanities raging through me ... lol ... being the jealous bitch that I am ... I just called and apparently he answered the door and then had a shower ... Guess who feels like an idiot now .... WAIT HE MIGHT JUST BE SAYING THAT CAUSE HE KNOWS ID FLIP ... lmao .... *sigh* ...
This is what it has come to ... me sitting here feeling sorry for myself ... that's it ... I'm going out ... I gotta shapen up my attitude .... 2 days of jekyl and hyde shall come to an end