This morning I went into my kitchen and saw 2 boxes of cereal. The first box contains that kind of cereal that has marshmallows and sugar coated stuff, the second box contains plain ol bran. It's strange how most people don't always go for the same box of cereal, they always have a craving for something different. One day you might reach for the sugary cereal, but then the next day you'll realize that it isn't good for your health ... but 3 days later you'll just think "screw it." It's almost like too much of one thing can altar or mess up your perception .... BLAH ... IM BUSTED .... y'all must have known I wasn't talking about cereal though.
I myself think that somedays I see too much of the positive. I look to find the deeper beauty, often leaving myself vulnerable to the sometimes harsh realities. Then there are days like ... well ... earlier today. My mind becomes a grey sky and all I see are negative images and ideas.
Somedays I wish I could just take the plain ol bran cereal and put some fruit in it. Maybe half fruit and half cereal. Well I can put fruit in it .... but maybe I should be doing that more often... sorry ... my stomach is talking
Somedays I wonder why I can't keep living in that middle grey, that median where you see the positive and negative. You are aware of everything. Why won't my body allow me .... I mean .... that's the healthy and satisfying (sounds interesting) place to be???