I feel like shit ... I hate being home ... I really do ... I've been searching online for a job and typing up my resume ... starting tomorrow I'm going to hand them out ... Anyways ... I'm really depressed today ... and to make matters worse ... they are cutting down the big tree infront of my apartment
Now you may ask why the hell is she upset about that ... well ... the tree has been here longer than me ... and I've watched it grow year after year ... and I've watched as tiny animals have made their home in it ... It was almost tall enough to touch my balcony ... I was going to give it another year ... but now ... now it is being sliced to peices ... its flesh lays scattered across the lawn ... That tree was a part of my perch ... and now ... well ... now it is almost gone ... Yep everyone ... I'm upset ... Attribute it to my depression or my insanity ... but at 12pm today I cried over a tree