I want to live on my balcony ... it makes me so happy ... I was just sitting there ... and this amazing feeling took over my body ... I turned off all the lights ... and just sat outside ... listening to the cars, birds, buzzing ... just all those every day nosies ... including the ones we dont really hear bc we dont pay attention .... as I sat there ... I realized how much my perch means to me ... As I sat there ... I realized I was looking over thousands of people ... and none of which knew I was watching ... watching as their lights turn on and off ... or listening for voices and car horns .... I saw people walking down the street ... and I thought ... wow ... I do that all the time ... and while I walk ... I'm in my own little world ... but somebody could be watching me ... observing me ... like how I observe people ... Oh you all don't understand the joy .... you see so much life ... and its strange ... bc while I see life .. I see death .... I'm situated just above a dead tree ... you know that tree that I was talking about earlier ... yea that one ... its strange looking at the stump that sits there ... a once tall tree ... is now a stump .... and as for the other death .... this world has evolved over many many years ... so think how many people have died in the area that I can see ... and just think .. people could be dying now ... its strange ... but it doesnt make me sad ... instead .. all ... all i see is beauty .... anyways ... thats my perch .. type more later cause Im on the phone with emme