I love my job ... but for the past 3 days I have woken up shaking .... and as the morning progresses, my stomach begins to spin and I keep gaging ... like seriously ... I like my job and when I get there I'm fine ... but I hate this pre work thing... My eyes keep swelling up with tears and then it all receeds ... why ... why does my body do this to me ... I hate it ... I want to be normal ... you know ... have the first day jitters and then be fine .... grrrrrrrr ....
Thursday, May 13, 2004
About Me
- Name: Tall Girl
- Location: Ontario, Canada
I'm a crazy individual with a hint of optimism and curiosity. I wish that I was an intellect, but my heart likes to hold me back. I like living in dream worlds and waking up to the occasional harshness of reality. I like watching people and analyzing them to death. I love talking to children and losing myself in their world of imagination. My sister is my world and has given me an understanding of life that not many people get to experience. I have an anxiety/pannic disorder that I am slowly learning to keep in line. I like depression because of the distortions it gives my view of the world because you need to see both sides to ... well ... live and experience life. Finally, I despise tomatoes!
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