Sex ... the one thing I never post about ... I was thinking today ... it's strange how a lot of people censor themselves when it comes to sex ... or any sexual feelings we have ... I mean ... for some people it is a religious thing ... but for others ... they are embarassed or ashamed ... quite frankily ... I don't think we should be that way ... I mean ... people don't have to read everything we write ... so why censor ourselves ... *shrugs* ... plus it is part of being human ... being alive for that matter ... Sure its not that black and white ... but I'd be sitting here, typing, for days on end if I wanted to relay all of my thoughts on the issue. Basically sex is sex ... we all have feelings and urges ... of course we may regret things in the end ... but hey ... you felt good for a moment ... Yes yes ... I do see the negative point ... you felt good for a moment .. but now you feel like crap longer ... but still ... you were happy (or whatever the hell you wanna say) ... and other things are bound to make you happy again .. so it isnt the end of the world .... UNLESS ... you get an STD ... but ... protection people ... and if you did and it didn't work ... you knew the risks ... maybe there was something more you could have done .... SEE WHAT I MEAN ... I could keep going on ... and I hate that as I write this ... Im battling myself bc I KNOW people are picking apart my words ... (watch as I get angry) ... thats what people do in here ... they pick apart everything you say ... I admit that I do it to other peoples to ... but I hate that I am censoring myself ... and that I dont feel comfortable writing .... that I feel the need to appease people ... why should I care ... I mean ... not everyone that reads this cares about me ... AND YES I KNOW WHAT SOME PEOPLE ARE THINKING .... if they are reading this ... doesnt that show they do care .... NOT necessarily ... they might be bored to all hell ... and just reaing this to pass time ... maybe this is the only thing that would open .. so they are stuck reading it .... hmmmm ... Im beginning to rant ... geez ... I hate this time of the month ... BLARG ... I wanted to go out today .. but my friend had to go out with her parents *rolls eyes* ... I feel like screaming right now ... you may wonder what has angered me ... SIMPLE ... somebody has entered my domain ... they are agitating me .. and wont leave ... they dont even have to say anything ... but bc I am in one of my moods .. I could flip out ....
ANyways ... Im going to go lie down ... I think y'all are getting where this is going .... KABOOM