You know what I hate? ... People ... Feelings ... Thinking ... Emotion ... Yep, I hate it all .... I've been reading through blogs. I went through this phase where I wanted to read what other people write, I wanted to better understand the people that roam this planet. Now I'm kind of wishing I hadn't done that. I mean quite frankly, I don't understand half the shit they are posting about and the other half is basically what I'm typing. Everyone is so confused, upset, angry, sad ... just any emotion you can think of, that's what people are. We talk about our moods and focus in on what ever event triggered these emotions. By the way, I include myself in this. If you are happy, you talk about the good things, if you are sad, you talk about the bad. We constantly over analyze ourselves and get nowhere. People spend thousands of dollars to have people listen to them .... but what I don't get is that those same people get other people to listen to them. See we are this big circle ... ideas and emotions keep flowing through us and we have to express them before we burst ... but in doing that ... what do we accomplish? If I cry, other than releasing emotion, what am I accomplishing? What comes of me being sad or angry? Everything builds up over time ... but what does it prove in the end ... that I can be miserable ... bc nobody can be positive all the time ... Do y'all get what I mean ... I type this now ... and in 5 minutes I will jump back into that world where I accept everything around me ... and I react the way that I know how ....
I want to sound intelligent some times, but who am I kidding ... everything I say has been said, you may not have read it ... but it's out there somewhere. I mean walk into a library and look around ... look at all the thoughts out there that people just had to write down ... it's amazing ...
Anyways, Im going to shower bc my head hurts ... ooo .. blogger changed its layout ... not really into it yet ... but we'll see