Today was interesting ... I posted earlier about a bunch of stuff ... but I had a breakdown ... and I would say it was pretty bad ... I've never been so angry/frusterated ... I'm actually feeling ill right now because of it ...
Then I started listening to my classical music and have begun to feel lonely ... and hopeless ... *shrugs* ... I feel like nobody will want me ... despite that deep inside of me I know that isn't true ... *shrugs*