I'm feeling different today ... better than I've been feeling in awhile ... I'm happy with my job and the people there seem to like me .... and think I'm learning quickly! ... also I had a woman ask for my name so she could comment about how helpful I was ... NEXT ... I talked to a few friends after Anna said "that" to me ... and I'm glad to hear my friends are there for me ... What she said hurt me ... I've been working on a poem and a story ... so hopefully I finish them up soon ... and I think I might begin writing a book ... which I have to stick with ... unlike usual when I trail off and then end up losing the book I started writing in

I AM FEELING SO GOOD RIGHT NOW ... I feel at peace with the things around me ... breathing ... listening to my music ... *sigh* if only I could always feel this!!!!

OH ... before I go I just want to say that there is a new show on called The L Word ... and I find it amazing !!! .... it's about lesbians ... and the stories are great ... plus the cast is stunning ... I must say I am in love with Korina Lombard who plays Morina ... *fans self* ... She has an amazing accent ... I wonder if she really is a lesbian? hmmmm ... Anyways it's funny when I watch it because I leave the room or whatever to watch it on my own because there is sex, nudity, swearing ... and all that fun stuff ... OH .. the girl from flashdance is in it ... SHE'S HOT TOO ... anyways ... I am going to go now ...