Hello everyone!!!
I know I haven't written anything in a long time ... but things have been crazy for me ... I'm at one of those moments in my life where I am confused out of my mind ... Im constantly fearing ... constantly wondering if I am awake ... or if what I am feeling is real ... The human mind is so complex ... the the ideas and feelings that are running through my body are overwhelming ...
A lot of people have been asking me to post (all of 4 I think) ... Im just not sure what to post ... Im wondering if I am using this space for the wrong reasons ... I wanted to make a space that would make people think ... and whatver ... instead I have turned this into a place where I jot down the idiotic things that run through my mind ... what was I thinking when I thought about creating a space to release intelligent thoughts ... lmao ... Im dumber than a doorknob ... *shrugs* ... but still ... I have never claimed to be perfect ... I am only human ... and if you are reading this ... and you dont like what I have to say ... then just stop reading and walk away ... because this is my space ... if you have anything you want to say ... post in the guestbook or email me ... and please attatch your name ... ESPECIALLY ... if you are going to post something personal ... I mean ... if you aren't going to talk to me and I annoy you so much (aka you must know me in person) ... please say it to my face ... or have the decency to tell me who you are ...
Can you tell somebody has posted something rude? Whatever ... like I said ... I am me ... and imperfect human ... trying to get by in this world ... I have thoughts ... I get angry ... I feel sad ... I do stupid things ... I have quirks ... you know what Im getting at ... so if you dont like it ... dont read ....
*dances around* ... I'll post more soon