I have a girlfriend .... or .... I'm seeing somebody .... or .... whatever you would like to call it .... I have found the girl of my dreams .... I could spend hours just talking to her about anything .... she can be such a dork and then do a 180 and hold an intellectual conversation with me .... Doesn't that sound familiar .... OH YEA .... because that's TOTALLY like me .... there is a catch .... but I'm working through that and maybe I'll post about it later on .... I hate focussing on it .... I hate realizing the truth .... that things cannot be right now .... I wish I could just own my own island