I was looking through my blogs from years past ... and some notes that I scribbled down ... I remembered to tell mom that I saw "the man" again when I slept at Chantal's place. Then I thought ... I saw him 2 years ago at Thanksgiving when I slept at Aunt Gail's ... *shrugs* ... I've seen him 4 times .... and I want to know who he is .... I think one night this week I will have a vigil in my room .... usually I steer away from contacting them ... but I want to meet him ...