Everyone has been pestering me to post, so here I go!!!
I AM LOST ... I am trapped within myself ... stuck inside watching the world go by ... I cant do anything ... my mind has snapped ... there is no connection between my brain and my body ... loose ends ... I stare off into the distance and see nothing ... I feel alone ... but at the same time I feel loved ... while one part of me is living in a disaster zone ... the other part is on cloud nine ... it's strange how torn I am ... shreds of my lay all over ... why ... why oh why can't I just live ... why so many questions ... insecurities ... when will I be able to be at peace ... when will my brain let me sleep ... when will I be able to get passed the past ... not only mine ... but also hers ... when will I be able to hear her thoughts and not have knots form in my stomach ... when will I become motivated ... when will I be able to look around and see life