*dreamy sigh* she hugged me ... again ... *giggles* ... I am such a girl ...
I get to see another tomorrow
And I am finally through ... after typing my last thoughts I have finally moved on ... Look out world here I come!!! ... I looked at how I was holding on to something I felt I needed to live ... that if I gave up I would be lonely ... nobody would ever look at me again ... *giggles* ... well after I wrote my last post ... I went to the Symphony ... I watched the orhestra play ... and suddenly ... I felt like myself ... I felt free ... I wasnt tied down ... nor was I upset about being alone ... I had read a piece from a book and my god it's true ... I hurt myself ... I find excuses to feel anxiety ... well this is one chapter I have closed ... and already Im feeling better ... I'm actually liking this moving on thing ... I shouldn't say moving on... since in some cases I've kinda jumped back ... *giggles* ... but she's so cute ... shut up Kelly