Here I go again ... wait for it ... wait for it ... Here it comes ... I know I can do it ... Shubaflubahabstiontraficomorphontuna ... Nope I can't ... I want to type my thoughts but they aren't coming out ... instead a preasure builds in my head ... until I cant stand it ... and then one of my made up words spew from my mouth ... sounds like an intellectual orgasm ... LMAO ... ROTFLMAO ... I dont know why but that was pretty friggin funny ... Anyways ... It bugs me that I can't spit out my thoughts ... I'm thinking of sitting down one day and writing all the strange words I create ... then transforming them into the most kickass childrens story in the world ... or maybe a childrens story for adults ... hmmmm ... us elderly folk need some imagination stimulation ... maybe I can give some other people intellectual orgasms ... *giggles* ... Im sorry but that was to friggin funny to pass up ... My latest task is creating a photo illustration for my poem ... I sent my poem to a ton of different people and am waiting for the feedback ... so far I've got a lot of positive feedback ... I'm hoping to get a few more replies before I make changes ... I'm also thinking about creating a sequel ... after my post the other day ... rainbow glass ... hmmm ... might be my next poem ... HELL I might do a poem for a ton of different colors ... then make a book!!! MUAHA HA HA HA .... *shrugs* .... and in my childrens book I am using the names CLOUSE and ESSIE .... I dont know why ... but I cant get those names out of my head ... I think if I write about them ... they will leave my brain and live on the paper ... Im just babbling ... the afters effects of an intellectual orgasm ... LMAO ... oh shit ... Ill shut up ... I cant help it ... I feel ... free ... today I know that I cant come back next semester ... taht I will be free ... I will have time ... and when Dar and Jackie leave ... I will have piece ... I can sit in my house ... alone ... I can organize the way that I want to.
I WANT TO SCREAM ... FOR YOU I FEEL NO PAIN ... I JUST KEEP LOOKING IN .... AND YOU PUT MY HEART TO SHAME ... ITS SO FUNNY HOW ... YOU TRY TO STOP ... BUT STILL KEEP THINKING OF MEEEEEEEEE .... YOU ARE SUCH A SIGHT TO SEE .... la la la ... YOU SIT THERE TALKING ABOUT THE WORLD ... YOU TELL ME HOW THINGS WILL CHANGE ... HOLD ON NOW ... DONT TRY TO GO ... WHY CANT YOU JUST SAAAAY NOOOOOO ... OOOOO OOOO OOOOOO ..... STOP .... DONT YOU SEE THAT WERE NOT MEANT TO BE ... THAT YOUR JUST A FOOL ...DONT YOU KNOW THE RULE ... DONT GET CAUGHT .... DONT GET CAUGHT ... RUUUUUNNING AROUND ... SPINNING IN CIRCLES ... FALL TO THE GROUND ... YOU SMILE AND LAUGH ... BUT IT HURTS SOOOO MUCH ... NOBODY TO HELP YOU CAUSE THEIR BLIND ... THEY CANT SEE WHAT I SAW ... LA LA LA LA .... *BOWS* Dont I just sing beautifully ... lmao ... Im crazy ... Okay ... so now that I have bored you all ... I shall leave