I had another appointment on thursday and I am officially on Effexor. It seems to be working, I feel a lot happier ... and not so overwhelmed ... my thoughts are a bit clearer ... and I am realizing what a knob I have been ... I talk about discovery but anyone that has known me for a year could see how I reverted back to my old habits ... obsessing over everything from people to stupid things like making sure the fake snow in my village is perfect (EVERY DAY) ...
I'm starting to formulate opinions that I can actually spit out ... the intellectual conversations are piling up ... oh how I've missed my brain ...