Despite being bored out of my mind for most of the night ... my night ... was fabulous!!!
I was fed compliments and I actually accepted them. I didn't dismiss them like I used to ... Is our little Gillian beginning to accept herself? I think so!
Today I hung up pictures and cleaned my room a bit. I need to get a hammer from grams to hang up 4 or 5 more pictures. My room is starting to look better. It feels like I can call it my room and be comfy in it. My next paycheck I have to buy a shelf thingy to organize my sisters shit ...
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I suddenly feel really depressed! I just saw something on the tv that reminded me of my jackass father ... Im still not over him not calling me for Christmas