I didn't sleep very much last night. I believe I finally went to bed at 6am. I had so many thoughts swimming through my head, I don't know why my brain was so active ... but it was.
I don't really like nights like that, especially since my thoughts weren't all that positive ... I wake up feeling depressed and am usually near tears ... Then I realize that I don't have anybody to call ... I used to be able to call Joey and Erin and they'd whisk me away for a day of watching movies and playing board games. It was the perfect remedy ... but Joey is at work and Erin is in Sudbury ... My mother took the car otherwise I think I might have stooped as low as to ask Dar to take me out ... You know I'm pretty down when I ask her to do anything for me ... Anyways, I think I'll just end up writing or painting

... I miss the summer on days like today ...

Somebody please rescue me ... ride up on your white steed and whisk me away ... away from my own self