****Warning to all that try to enter my life****

I am fragile on the inside.
While I appear to be calm and collected on the outside, the inside of me could be shattered. I won't tell you that, because I don't want to look weak or pathetic ... but I have a huge heart. I trust people and put too much hope into things right away, only to have it all fall apart. I have shed many tears ... and will shed many more.
I'm also very shy.
It takes me a while to warm up to people. Many people have hurt me because I am so trusting. I let them in and they tear me apart. So if you are let in ... please be careful.
I am afraid.
I am full of fear. I fear myself and everything around me. I try and try to tell everyone this but I don't think they believe me. Me fear paralyses me, some mornings I can't get out of my bed, I fear even opening my eyes. I have sat in my bed for a long time with my eyes closed fearing what I will see when I open them. I've told myself everything under the sun and I even know I shouldn't be afraid, but I am. I am especially afraid of being hurt .... Most importantly being hurt again ... I tread lightly ... and if I give you another chance ... you have to help me trust you ... you have to give me a little push ...

Anyways, now that you know what you can do for me .... What can I do for you?