Ah it's that time of year I have come to despise ... every Valentine's Day I sit here ... ALONE ... feeling sorry for myself ... I hate feeling this way ... but this year it seems different ... I currently have 2 crushes and had 2 romance stories this year ... more than anything before ... *dreamy sigh* ... You know despite I have that hurt inside ... I'm really happy ... I've felt really good today ... I let my family knock me down earlier ... but I'm good now ... *smirks* ... yea ... Im doing good .. ha ha