Tonight was terrible ... I lost $30 at the casino after being up $20 ... I kept saying "Oh I'll stop when I hit this number" ... and then when I realized what I was doing I freaked out and we left the casino. It wasn't the fact I had lost the money, I mean yea that sucks but I was having fun and whatever. I saw my dad in me and that really really really scared me ... I saw him gambling the cash away ... I saw him not being able to stop ... so before I lost $50 I stopped ... to prove that I wasnt going to lose it all ... Stupid eh