Okay people I am seriously pissed off beyond belief ... I cant stand my mother any more ... like ... FUCK ... A) she is kicking me out of the house AGAIN tonight ... so I have to sleep at somebody's place and feel like a burden B) Now she is at the door yelling at me C) She's cleaning this house and trying to like remove Jen and I ... like she walks into my room and tells me I've made my bed wrong ... Well mom if your little fuck fest makes it anywhere near my bed I'll fucking move out of this house quicker than anything ... even if I have to live on the fucking street ... honestly a job at walmart and a good sturdy box might be all I need (especially since I have all my balcony stuff)... GRRRRRRR ... Im not kidding people ... I am seriously pissed the fuck off ... like ... I dont usually get angry like this ... actually I dont believe I have ever been this way ... cause I could flip out at any fucking second ... She doesnt even listen ... she thinks Im just being selfish ... NO ... I fucking am not ... I KNOW that this time I am not causing the problem ... ha ha ha ... I changed the answering machine yesterday ... she had it as "you have reached Gloria's house, leave a message" ... liek why did she bother changing it? ... so I put it back to "you have reached Gloria, Gillian and Jennifer, leave a message after the beep ... OH ... she's in my room again ... joyous ... think she can stomp around anymore???... yea go fucking throw out my receipts from yesterday yep ... staring at me is really gonna help .... ARGH IM GOING TO BLOW UP SOON ... honestly I am going nuts and she WONT listen ... I TRIED to talk ... I really did