Monday, June 20, 2005

I am aware of where I am, but I am unaware of where my mind is. What is the realm of reality and what is not? Is the body stronger than the mind, or the mind stronger than the body? Take your answer and apply it to the first question. Do you really understand yourself? Do you understand what you believe in? I believe I belong in another time period, or atleast I believe I belong in another place. I love my home, but it is not me. Also I have realized that often times I get lost, I forget who I am and my mind, yet again transforms me. In matters of the heart my mind plays harsh tricks and right now I am able to tell you that I enjoy being single, I enjoy flirting with all of the women at work, and I enjoy playing out stories in my mind that allow me to believe that maybe their minds have been sparked. I have also learnt over the years that it is better to be single than to be with somebody that you know you shouldn't be with. I think I'm still having trouble grasping that one, ha ha. It's true though, I have too much life in me to be tied down ... to settle for something when I deserve something else. One day I will find love, but for now I am enjoying being me, a somewhat free spirit ... Hmmm ... I think I want to go to the botanical gardens this weekend or something. Anyone else want to go with me?

3 Comments:

At 7:31 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I would love to go but I'm horse showing and I have rehearsals for the concert on Sunday. Don't forget to call me about that!

~*Kelly*~

 
At 7:31 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I would love to go but I'm horse showing and I have rehearsals for the concert on Sunday. Don't forget to call me about that!

~*Kelly*~

 
At 7:31 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

sorry about the double post... I dunno what happened.

~*Kelly*~

 

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