I feel like shit tonight ... I have ever since I got off of work ... *shakes fist* ... Im sitting here ... debating ... Ive been debating now for 2hrs ... I've cried ... gagged ... and everything else ... fuck I hate the way I am ... I even tried turning on calm music and closing my eyes ... plus I threw in some breathing techniques ... but I cant do it ... I cant ... damn me
posted by Tall Girl @ 11:11 PM
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I'm a crazy individual with a hint of optimism and curiosity. I wish that I was an intellect, but my heart likes to hold me back. I like living in dream worlds and waking up to the occasional harshness of reality. I like watching people and analyzing them to death. I love talking to children and losing myself in their world of imagination. My sister is my world and has given me an understanding of life that not many people get to experience. I have an anxiety/pannic disorder that I am slowly learning to keep in line. I like depression because of the distortions it gives my view of the world because you need to see both sides to ... well ... live and experience life. Finally, I despise tomatoes!
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