I hurt ... a lot ... I just ... I'm just a whiney little brat ...
I just I feel so alone .. this is the time where mom would have made Ed stay until 12 and she would have taken me for a drive because Im so depressed and my nerves are bad (im twitching) ... instead she forgot to pick me up and came home again with Jeff ... he's sleeping here again ... I didn't sleep last night (maybe 3hrs tops) because of it ... I dont like strangers in my house ... I cant stand it ... and my nerves are bad because I haven't had any sleep ... I miss my mom ... I am extremely lonely right now ... this entire Jeff thing has gone way to far too quickly ... my mom is my mom first and I was hoping she'd respect my feelings ... listen to me a bit ... but she ISNT AT ALL ........ and just ... I'm just in a rut and making a big deal of it like I always do
posted by Tall Girl @ 11:03 PM
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I'm home until 5 tonight. Give me a call.
~*Kelly*~
Your mother is your mother first? At some point you have to grow up and get out on your own, don't worry about what your mother's doing move on with your own life.
Well if I had the means I would love to go out and live on my own, but I don't, so I have to stay here. Plus my family doesn't want me to move out at this point in time because they say they need me here because of grandma and Jen.
I do worry about my mother because she is my flesh and blood. I'd understand if she spent time with him, but not every second
PS. please post who you are
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