There is too much death that I am hearing about. Too much pain and suffering.
My uncle is next. He has 30 - 60 days to live and throughout this he will be in pain and will be suffering. My uncle Bob is a great man ... he really is ... It hasn't really hit me yet ... My grandma told me earlier today that he was sick and that it had something to do with his liver, but she didn't know. They found cancer in his liver, and after running more tests they have found it through out his stomach. He is very very ill. I just ... what do you do when you are told that somebody will die? What do you say to them? What do you say to yourself? What should I do? What can I do? He is 56 years old and has 2 children and 4 grandchildren. Jade calls him dad ... I call him Bob ... He was always the coolest ... Always ready to play ... Always ready to cater to our needs ... He would slip me chocolate and goodies when nobody was watching ... He makes me laugh ... He winks ... tells stories ... sides with me in some conversations ... You've all heard me talk about Bob ... the tiny little uncle from Toronto ... I have to go now ... I have some thinking I need to do