I could really go for some cherries, watermelon and ... hmm ... PEACHES ... I want it to be time for the peach festival! I love going down to NOTL for the festival and stopping at all the little stands, picking up random fruits (that's how my family got me).
Anyways, I'm thinking I want to go swimming but I despise going to the pool on my own. I also feel like going to the cemetery today to put out flowers on grandpa and Tammy's graves. I believe Tammy's birthday is coming up, so everyone will be putting out flowers ... I think this year it will be strange visiting there. I mean, because of uncle Bob. I wish I could erase the thoughts, but I can't. I can't get over that somebody I love so much only has so long to live.

You know what angers me? When people attempt to dignify their actions and give really crap ass answers. Atleast admit that you are being a selfish little brat ... honestly I don't understand how people can be so selfish constantly. Give it a rest and grow up. Don't act like I'm the one that needs to grow up ... I mean I KNOW I do ... but so do you. Don't look down at me, because atleast I can admit things. I'm not up on some fucking high horse, that has gone lame. *shakes head*
People are constantly talking about eachother and pointing out eachothers faults, but are too damn ignorant to point out their own faults. They become hypocrits and believe they are correct. I'm bullheaded, but I give in, I admit when I am wrong (which is a lot).
THEN people have negative outlooks on people ... *bows* yes I am proving this point ... but like ... why? Why are we so damn harsh on eachother?