I don't think I will ever understand the world until I experience it. I live in such a sheltered place and I have allowed myself to live in a hole. One day I will be able to emerge, but for now, I still have a lot to figure out. I think I'm slowly creeping to the edge of my rabbit hole of life, but Im just not there yet. I have more to learn, I have more to do in preparation, especially in preparing my mind.
posted by Tall Girl @ 6:22 AM
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I'm a crazy individual with a hint of optimism and curiosity. I wish that I was an intellect, but my heart likes to hold me back. I like living in dream worlds and waking up to the occasional harshness of reality. I like watching people and analyzing them to death. I love talking to children and losing myself in their world of imagination. My sister is my world and has given me an understanding of life that not many people get to experience. I have an anxiety/pannic disorder that I am slowly learning to keep in line. I like depression because of the distortions it gives my view of the world because you need to see both sides to ... well ... live and experience life. Finally, I despise tomatoes!
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I hate to seem to make this my own blog, but I have to say yet something else. I think that you kinda push yourself down the rabbit hole and the fun comes in not being prepared, and I think that if you sit there and say that you won't do it 'til you're prepared, you'll be sitting there the rest of your life waiting to be prepared. now I don't assume to understand what you mean by preparation, but I think you just have to take a deep breath and jump: I know too many people who have kinda crept their whole lives and have nothing to show for it.
Currently I am at a point where I have to look at my life and that of my families. I have to do what is best for both. Preperation just means working on my nerves, which I have done ... but I think a little bit more time won't do me any harm. Trust me ... I will be doing big things ... but Im just enjoying my little life for now
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