I never knew how public my life was, and that bugs me. As you all know, I have nurses come through my house constantly, and I of course talk to them and what not. They see me go through a range of emotions, and despite how hard I try, I can't always hide them. Today I found out that 3 nurses filed a complaint about Jeff walking through the house without a shirt. I admit that is a little awkward, but you get over it, he's just a guy and it's been really hot. Apparently all the nurses have been talking about Jeff living in the house and the effects on me and my sister, they've been talking about our financial situation and some other things. I didn't realize the company interviewed all the nurses whenever a complaint was filed. All of the nurses know everything about me ... especially since a complaint was filed that I stalked a nurse. NO I DIDNT. It was a long time ago, but I thought we were friends ... I thought we could discuss things ... I mean she always tried to get me to go out with her and Jen .... she always told me to come out in the living room ... and help lift Jen ... like ... sure she was pretty ... but she was an odd ball. Im still ticked off about that one, if you can't tell. I just, I hate having everything so public. Everyone knows ... people know some of the gritty details too ... UGH!!! I can't relay what's in my mind ... but basically I live in a story or a movie ... where people are constantly watching my every move waiting for what comes next ... and it's hard ...