Anyways, lately things have been okay.
Had a pannic attack and went into the ER, but things were fine after they drugged me up.
Went to see the exorcism of emily rose with Shebana. I had a good time and it was an interesting movie. Shebana held on to me the entire movie and then we went out to Starbucks for a while.
I worked a lot and got a lot done AT work. My department manager loves me and I love the people I work with ... so im happy
Went to a bar with Dar, Jeff and mom ... got giggly off of ONE smirnoff cause I hadnt eaten all day ... So I did a little flirting with the waitress (wasnt anything obvious) and then went for a walk up and down clifton hill and by the falls, Im sure I fraightened many tourists.
Then I went to a pub in Hess village last night to see the band Kitchen Party. Had a blast!!!! I went with mom and Dar but I love pub life so much I didnt give a shit, plus mom paid for my drinks. I will fess up to a strange thing. As we all know I am a lesbian ... well there was an older woman there that I merely wanted to have a fling with ... Her eyes were green and sparkled like you wouldn't believe, but her pupils were large and black ... She had shortish hair and a big smile on her face ... I had fun doing the good ol eye contact routine but couldnt get up the courage to even wink ... or walk to the bathroom suggestively ... ha ha ha ... Anyways ... today I went to Trisha's and watched a bunch of movies and had dinner with the family ... it was fun ... I felt bad cause she just got out of the hospital because she passed a kidney stone ... which I know hurts like a son of a bitch
I ALSO bought a fish ... a fishy named Vibby or Vibbz or Vibbzy ... lmao ... she's a fat goldfish that I adore and will tell you more about later on
Anyways ... I have some really deep thought provoking shit that I want to spit out ... but as you can see I am too damn tired to type ... so Ill do it tomorrow