I've been in heaven!
What is wrong with me? I am not myself at all? Or am I?
What is she doing to me? I never thought I could feel this way ... atleast I never imagined this. I never knew I could completely let down my guard to somebody. She's so beautiful ... I can't explain. Nothing will happen ... but ... I dont care ... and I care ... I just love being with her. I don't have to say anything, she just knows. She doesn't ask about the things I do, she just accepts and then works around them. She is so in tune with every movement I make, with every thing I want ... and almost every thought that crosses my mind. She just looks at me and says ... what ... ha ha ha ... Who knew I could feel okay with who I am? Who knew I could walk through a mall and not give a crap what people are looking at or thinking?
Somebody pull me down off this cloud ... wait don't ... I don't care if some of it is an illusion ... I just love this feeling