Things have been going really well lately. I've been hanging out with friends and working quite a bit. Now I am beginning to ponder ...
Once again I have met a bunch of people, and am worried about how they percieve me. I am worried that people take me as a joke. Worried, they think I am merely an overgrown clown or idiot. Since I have said this before, obviously it is the way I present myself. I just don't want people to think of me as a moron. I want them to see me as an equal. I also realize I have to stop joking about myself because it's really unattractive. I point out all my negatives and instead of changing I just keep going like nothing is wrong
Hmmm ... I will write more later because suddenly I cant keep my eyes open

5 Comments:
ah yes, the sleepy monster has gotten to you too.
I hadn't taken my pill and suddenly felt so extremely tired. I passed out for 2 hours and had some of the craziest dreams ...
Gill I don't see you as a clown. I see you as someone who's as comfortable in herself she can be silly. But I do think you're right, I do a lot of negative joking too & it is never good.
Julie
gill!!! i'm so sad!! you removed me!!! :'( *cries*
-emily
I dont think my comment posted, so here I go again.
When I changed my template I did add you and one other person, but things got all screwy and it actually deleted 3 things and you'll notice the link to My Space doesn't work.
I just haven't had time to figure out what was wrong with the html.
I will check it out soon .. Sorry
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