Obsessive Freak

Well, my day went fairly well and now I am sitting here ... hoping to fall asleep soon. At 9am I am calling her to find out how the date went. I cannot explain to you how much my skin is burning and how quickly my stomach is turning. I want to know ... I want to know what is going on. Not knowing is killing me. I hate the tricks my mind plays. It shouldn't matter, but it does. We may never be together ... but so help me, he better treat her like a queen. I will always be around to make sure he treats her well and I am protective of ALL my friends, nevermind ... My Miss Lidia.