Aw, it's one of those night where I am consumed by the night. The frost forming on my window, the soft light catching each little crystal and the memories. ha ha ...
I'm thinking of all the women that I have loved. Those women that captured my heart. That caught my gaze and held it. The women that I have had memorable moments with. They didn't necessarily feel for me, but there was just something about them. Something that made me look deep within them and see something that I wanted to be a part of. I know I've never felt true love. I know in my heart there is love and just plain ol lust ... maybe one day I will be lucky enough to feel true love. For now I will settle with what I have found. There are those few women that entered my life and made a mark. That made me laugh when I was sad. That kissed me on the cheek. That talked with me for hours on end. There was a girl that held me in her arms when I cried out my fears. Another girl that came to my bed to say goodnight, and stayed on her own. One girl stole my virginity. Two girls stole dreams. There was even a girl that taught me I'm something.
Despite I haven't found true love yet, I've found a lot